AntipodeanSF Issue 329

The Space in Between

By Millie Armstrong

Life, death — neither particularly interested Angela, but the one that she really could not stand was the space in between. Regretfully, that was the space she was in. She was probably dying; she could definitely see blood, which was never a good sign.

She had quite simply misjudged the timing a bit. Angela had no rhythm, in fairness, and she was in a hurry. But being hit by a car really changes your perspective on things. She knew she would miss her mother's birthday party. A smile crept onto her face, realising there's no way her mother could be mad at this excuse.

She stared up into the sky, trying to amuse herself so she wouldn't pass out. She knew that if you fall asleep while bleeding out on the road, you're not asleep — you're dead. The problem was, she was an extremely amusing person — to no one else but herself. She began thinking about Karl Marx and Frederick Engels making out in a 90s rom-com. She didn't quite know where this came from, but it was hilarious to her. Her own comedic sensibilities mixed with massive blood loss sent her into a giggling fit, much to the dismay of the driver who was on the phone with 111.

As the ambulance came, all they could see was a 19-year-old woman lying in the street in a pool of blood, giggling to herself, and a very guilty and upset-looking middle-aged woman. Because of Angela's general vibe, they asked a lot of questions about drugs and which ones she was using.

Angela decided to fake confidence; fake it till you make it, as her doctor always said.

"I'm using most of them," she said, lying. She got jittery if she had a full cup of coffee. She was trying to sound cool for the hot ambulance medic. He responded in turn — very impressed, I'm sure.

"Which ones specifically?"

His face was almost on top of hers, staring down at her and her head trauma.

"Who cares, man, just go with the flow… you single?"

She sounded so chill, which was probably the blood loss.

"We may be using medication that will conflict with recreational drugs or prescription drugs you are using."

He was all business, no fun at all. She responded, delirious as hell:

"Fine… You know I'm taking the cool ones. Like the, the, the ones in brat like the… up-the-nose ones and the, ummm, through-the-shoulder ones."

"Are you saying you are on meth, ketamine, and cocaine?"

Saying those words out loud sort of grossed her out. She had been taught so long to hate those and the people who use them.

"What?! No, what are you, a cop?"

And then she passed out. All things considered, probably the right move. She didn't want to come on too strong. The ball was in his court now.

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About the Author

millie armstrong 300Millie is a young writer trying on every genre she can get her hands on and seeing what sticks, mostly because she just really loves to write.

She has a passion for absurd, offbeat commentary reminiscent of The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, mixed with a fascination for politics and identity.

Issue Contributors

Meet the Narrators

Chuck McKenzie

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Chuck McKenzie was born in 1970 and still spends most of his time there. His science fiction and horror short stories have been nominated for multiple genre awards, and he hopes to one day be remembered as the sort of person neighbours later describe as seeming

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Tara Campbell

tara campbell 150Tara Campbell is an award-winning writer, teacher, Kimbilio Fellow, fiction co-editor at Barrelhouse, and graduate of American University's MFA in Creative Writing.

Publication credits include Masters Review, Wigleaf, Electric Literature,

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Barry Yedvobnick

barry yedvobnick 200Barry Yedvobnick is a recently retired Biology Professor. He performed molecular biology and genetic research, and taught, at Emory University in Atlanta for 34 years. He is new to fiction writing, and enjoys taking real science a step or two beyond its known boundaries in his

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Geraldine Borella

geraldine borella 200Geraldine Borella writes fiction for children, young adults and adults. Her work has been published by Deadset Press, IFWG Publishing, Wombat Books/Rhiza Edge, AHWA/Midnight Echo, Antipodean SF, Shacklebound Books, Black Ink Fiction, Paramour Ink Fiction, House of Loki and Raven & Drake

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Tim Borella

tim borellaTim Borella is an Australian author, mainly of short speculative fiction published in anthologies, online and in podcasts.

He’s also a songwriter, and has been fortunate enough to have spent most of his working life doing something else he loves, flying.

Tim lives with his wife Georgie in beautiful Far

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Alistair Lloyd

alistair lloyd 200Alistair Lloyd is a Melbourne based writer and narrator who has been consuming good quality science fiction and fantasy most of his life.

You may find him on Twitter as <@mr_al> and online at <...

Emma Gill

Emma Louise GillEmma Louise Gill (she/her) is a British-Australian spec fic writer and consumer of vast amounts of coffee. Brought up on a diet of English lit, she rebelled and now spends her time writing explosive space opera and other fantastical things in

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Brian Biswas

brian-biswasBrian Biswas lives in Chapel Hill, North Carolina, USA.

He is the author of the short story collection,  "A Betrayal and Other Stories", published by Rogue Star Press, and the novel "The Astronomer", published by Whisk(e)y Tit Books.

A second collection, "Blister

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Laurie Bell

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Laurie Bell lives in Melbourne, Australia and is the author of "The Stones of Power Series" via Wyvern's Peak Publishing: "The Butterfly Stone", "The Tiger's Eye" and "The Crow's Heart" (YA/Fantasy).

She is also the author of "White Fire" (Sci-Fi) and "The Good, the Bad and the Undecided" (a

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Ed Errington

ed erringtonEd lives with his wife plus a magical assortment of native animals in tropical North Queensland.

His efforts at wallaby wrangling are without parallel — at least in this universe.

He enjoys reading and writing science-fiction stories set within intriguing, yet plausible contexts, and invite readers’ “willing suspension of

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Merri Andrew

merri andrew 200Merri Andrew writes poetry and short fiction, some of which has appeared in Cordite, Be:longing, Baby Teeth and Islet, among other places.

She has been a featured artist for the Noted festival, won a Red Room #30in30 daily poetry challenge and was shortlisted for the

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Mark English

mark english 100Mark is an astrophysicist and space scientist who worked on the Cassini/Huygens mission to Saturn. Following this he worked in computer consultancy, engineering, and high energy research (with a stint at the JET Fusion Torus).

All this science hasn't damped his love of fantasy and science fiction. It has, however, ruined his

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Sarah Jane Justice

Sarah Jane Justice 200Sarah Jane Justice is an Adelaide-based fiction writer, poet, musician and spoken word artist.

Among other achievements, she has performed in the National Finals of the Australian Poetry Slam, released two albums of her original music and seen her poetry

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Michelle Walker

michelle walker32My time at Nambucca Valley Community Radio began back in 2016 after moving into the area from Sydney.

As a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ, I recognised it was definitely God who opened up the pathways for my husband and I to settle in the Valley.

Within

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Carolyn Eccles

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Carolyn's work spans devising, performance, theatre-in-education and a collaborative visual art practice.

She tours children's works to schools nationally with School Performance Tours, is a member of the Bathurst physical theatre ensemble Lingua Franca and one half of darkroom —

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