AntipodeanSF Issue 320

By Owen Godfrey

midnight burrowThe city pulsed around me — horns, neon, the smell of damp fur and oil pooling in the gutters. But the alley ahead smelled different. Wrong.

I twitched my nose. Stale water. Rotting garbage. And blood. Thick, metallic. Fresh.

I wasn’t built for this city. Not really. A rabbit in Midtown? The streets weren’t made for someone my size. Crowds pushed too close, gutters yawned too wide, and every doorway loomed tall for carnivores.

But I made it work.

My trench coat was too big, cinched at the waist, but it kept the rain off. My hat was older than some of the buildings downtown, brim curled from years of nervous handling. I liked it that way. It gave my paws something to do when they weren’t shaking.

My nose twitched again, flicking left, right, testing the air, my instincts working overtime. And right now, those instincts were screaming.

But a thick arm blocked my way.

Officer Barlow. His bulldog jowls sagged under the streetlamp’s yellow glow, uniform damp from the drizzle. He smelled like cheap cigars, fried food, and too many regrets.

I slipped a folded bill into his paw. His fingers snapped shut over it.

“You always did have a death wish, Hareson,” he grunted. “Detectives’ll be here any minute, so get in, get your pictures, and get out of my fur.”

I twitched my nose. “Barlow, the last place I'd ever want to be is in your fur.”

Barlow sighed and stepped aside.

I took a short hop down the alley and around the bend. Carl Haversham lay slumped against the bricks, throat opened neat as a butcher’s cut. The gazelle’s fur was slick with rain, pooling dark beneath him.

But what sent my foot thumping wasn't the body. It was the smell.

Not the rot. Not the blood. Something else.

Something I should have noticed before I stepped into the alley.

Spiced cologne. Leather. Predator.

Lucien Blackwell was here. A black panther in a black suit, under a black umbrella, out of the rain. The very definition of invisible. Just the way he liked it. And he was watching me.

Lucien lifted a paw, adjusting his cufflinks. Subtle. Expensive. Deliberate.

“You always have your nose where it doesn’t belong, Hareson.”

I tried to smirk, but my foot wouldn’t stop tapping. “Lucky for me, I’ve got a very talented nose.”

Lucien raised an eyebrow and chuckled, voice smooth as glass. “Lucky?”

I twitched my nose again, sniffing the air… and stopped.

The rot was deeper now. Old blood. Wet fur.

Not just a corpse. Not anymore.

Something standing.

Something behind me.

I turned and Haversham lunged at me.

The world lurched.

The city, the rain, the neon glow — gone.

I felt wrong. Pressed inward, stretched thin, my own heartbeat unraveling.

I tried to move.

I was moving.

I was —

Staggering.

The alley spun. My knees buckled, my body pulling forward.

Strong arms caught me.

“Whoa, easy there, kid.”

Barlow.

His grip was firm, real. I could smell the sweat in his collar, the tobacco on his breath. The city rushed back — rain, neon, the distant hum of traffic.

“Hareson?” A question.

His nostrils flared. And that’s when I smelled him. Heat. Pulse. Life, just beneath his skin.

My foot should have thumped against the pavement, nerves firing, body screaming at me to run.

But I didn’t.

I lifted a shaking paw to my mouth. Ran my tongue along my teeth.

Sharp. Too sharp.

I ran my tongue over my teeth again, slower this time. Felt the points. The hunger.

Barlow's fingers twitched. His breath hitched.

He saw.

Too late.

So, this is what a carnivore feels like.

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About the Author

Owen GodfreyOwen is a senior Software Engineer in Western Australia with an eye towards being a Creative Technologist.

As such he is passionate about the current and future directions and interactions of technology and society, especially of our fears and hopes for each.aus25grn

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Issue Contributors

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    barry yedvobnick 200Barry Yedvobnick is a recently retired Biology Professor. He performed molecular biology and genetic research, and taught, at Emory University in Atlanta for 34 years. He is new to fiction writing, and enjoys taking real science a step or two beyond its known boundaries in his

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    All this science hasn't damped his love of fantasy and science fiction. It has, however, ruined his

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    marg essex 200Margaret lives the good life on a small piece of rural New South Wales Australia, with an amazing man, a couple of pets, and several rambunctious wombats.

    She feels so lucky to be a part of the AntiSF team.

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  • Tim Borella

    tim borellaTim Borella is an Australian author, mainly of short speculative fiction published in anthologies, online and in podcasts.

    He’s also a songwriter, and has been fortunate enough to have spent most of his working life doing something else he loves, flying.

    Tim lives with his wife Georgie in beautiful Far

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  • Michelle Walker

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    As a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ, I recognised it was definitely God who opened up the pathways for my husband and I to settle in the Valley.

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  • Emma Gill

    Emma Louise GillEmma Louise Gill (she/her) is a British-Australian spec fic writer and consumer of vast amounts of coffee. Brought up on a diet of English lit, she rebelled and now spends her time writing explosive space opera and other fantastical things in

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  • Chuck McKenzie

    chuck mckenzie 200Chuck McKenzie was born in 1970, and still spends much of his time there.

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  • Sarah Jane Justice

    Sarah Jane Justice 200Sarah Jane Justice is an Adelaide-based fiction writer, poet, musician and spoken word artist.

    Among other achievements, she has performed in the National Finals of the Australian Poetry Slam, released two albums of her original music and seen her poetry

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  • Laurie Bell

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    Laurie Bell lives in Melbourne, Australia and is the author of "The Stones of Power Series" via Wyvern's Peak Publishing: "The Butterfly Stone", "The Tiger's Eye" and "The Crow's Heart" (YA/Fantasy).

    She is also the author of "White Fire" (Sci-Fi) and "The Good, the Bad and the Undecided" (a

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  • Merri Andrew

    merri andrew 200Merri Andrew writes poetry and short fiction, some of which has appeared in Cordite, Be:longing, Baby Teeth and Islet, among other places.

    She has been a featured artist for the Noted festival, won a Red Room #30in30 daily poetry challenge and was shortlisted for the

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  • Geraldine Borella

    geraldine borella 200Geraldine Borella writes fiction for children, young adults and adults. Her work has been published by Deadset Press, IFWG Publishing, Wombat Books/Rhiza Edge, AHWA/Midnight Echo, Antipodean SF, Shacklebound Books, Black Ink Fiction, Paramour Ink Fiction, House of Loki and Raven & Drake

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  • Alistair Lloyd

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    She tours children's works to schools nationally with School Performance Tours, is a member of the Bathurst physical theatre ensemble Lingua Franca and one half of darkroom —

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    His efforts at wallaby wrangling are without parallel — at least in this universe.

    He enjoys reading and writing science-fiction stories set within intriguing, yet plausible contexts, and invite readers’ “willing suspension of

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